I am no longer in control of my own feelings. Sometimes I feel like I care way too much about people and it pains me.

I don't know if it's because I hold onto the past so dearly. Maybe I can't move on from those old sweet memories and that, I just miss the feeling of being close to someone.

Nevertheless, that feeling is just eating me up inside and I don't know which action to take which is why it will eat me away until I no longer feel for you