I always thought and felt I was more mature than many of the people my age but having messed up so bad has made me realize that it was all an illusion.
I've voiced how I've been feeling recently, just how I wish I could be better and all that. It hit me hard when I had to tell my mum about the Centrelink thing. I feel everything about me has been quite fake. I mean I try, I really do.
I had a lot on my mind but this is just one of those posts where you don't feel like editing or finishing.
I will be better.
