Exam period

I'm so over exams, even though I only have two, one on the 12th and another on the 20th, I'm really not bothered to study for either of them because no matter what, I'm pretty sure I failed this semester. I could play the blaming game but Computing just isn't that interesting anymore, I'm not sure if it's because I don't have proper friends to study with or because my tutors were shit this semester but yeah, I don't have enough self motivation to study despite me wanting to pass.

All I can look forward to is post exams, I will get to travel, hang out with mates, perhaps catch up with a few people. I will get to work a lot more (munnie munnie munnie) and I'm really looking forward to improving my fitness level and just getting stronger for both oz tag and for myself.

Honestly I had this period where I blamed gaming for everything that's happened to me but I realized that it was kind of my own fault. I gamed a lot because I felt I was in a secure relationship and I could just enjoy socializing via gaming since we skype and all but yeah after that, I just kind of lost that feeling so I had no joy in playing anything.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to playing WoW again with Ho and whoever decides to play with us, I'm also saving up for a new headset since mine just broke recently (had it for 5 years). May get back into dota, maybe not, but I will definitely play BF4 with kwo and whoever else. Perhaps I'll try new games too, who knows. I'll have to balance my life with work, games, exercise and going out OH AND READING TOO.

In conclusion, fuck exams, even though I put little to no effort, I hope some sort of miracle happens and I manage to pass both my subjects, I can't wait to improve myself physically (hoping I'll stay motivated enough), can't wait to revisit the more.. happier times (WoW), and yeah, hope everyone does well in their exams, good luck and can't wait to see you all post exams!