I don't know what I want, I'm doubting my choices in terms of picking Computing, I don't know if I should try to transfer or just stay and finish my degree, however long it'll take me. I no longer enjoy it, Semester 1 was fine but this semester made me realize how much i dislike some of the key subjects like computer networking. I'm to blame since I don't every study for it but I also have to blame my tutor. I don't understand how these people get hired. They're meant to teach you so that you understand the subject, my uni pretty much allows 1 person to mess up the lives of 25 students.
If you have a shit teacher who doesn't teach and just turns up to get paid, how do you expect us to do well? Some of these students have repeated this subject 2 times already, the fail rate of this subject is 80% and I wonder why. When it came to the subject reveal, I watched so many people tick the boxes which said Highly disagree and when it came to the teacher rating, it was the lowest. So my question is why is she still here? I need a proper teacher who teaches properly, I'm pretty sure that tafe would be the better option right now.
On another note, I've been working a lot and I'm not saying I enjoy it but I just can't wait to see my first pay check and actually know that I worked for what I earn. With all these outings and birthdays coming up, I know that I still have to be tight and save as much as I can and only spend when necessary.
Right now I feel I'm living aimlessly, mainly because of uni. A week or a month ago I would have said that I was useless and I couldn't find a job and I'm stupid for doing bad at uni but I guess finally having a job makes me feel a tiny bit better. The fact that the last month has been quite difficult for me doesn't make my situation any easier to deal with. I don't think this is a mid life crisis or anything but my life is pretty depressing right now. I just want to get uni over and done with
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