Friends

One of the main reasons as to why I don't go out as much as I'd like is because I have no money. Even if I did some how miraculously became employed and had some cash in hand, I feel like I don't have the type of friends who'd want to go out and just chill. I no longer consider myself as "a part" of any social group. I'm more the type of person who attends events if I'm invited or notified. Other than that I feel like I have nothing to do in life.

I feel quite distant from everyone despite seeing people's faces here and there. The difference between seeing someone and hanging out to me is more based around the idea of "how intimate you get".

I'm not quite sure whether I should be searching for new people to bond with or if I'm supposed to just gladly accept my miserable life.