I personally try to put in a lot of effort when I befriend people. If I feel I want them to be a part of my life not as an acquaintance but an actual individual whom I wanted to last, I would put in even more effort. How much more effort could I put in? Well if I had developed feelings, more than friendship, I'd put in my 100% to make you happy because in most cases if I saw the person I liked, happy, I'd feel a great sense of contentment myself, especially if It's me making them happy.
Lets say you have a friend whom you are certain you tried very hard for, even through thick and thin, the hard times and the times of doubt, you managed to stay close and work things out.
Suddenly they're gone from your life, you cannot contact them even if you wanted to, you are prohibited from talking to them, how would you feel?
Would you say it's like seeing a building on fire with a family member inside who you know can save but they call out to you and tell you "do not save me, let me go, you will be fine without me, you must try".
How do you react to that? It's just so sudden isn't it? I mean one minute they are practically family the next, they don't want to be saved but better yet, they have the nerve to tell you to forget and move on.
So what, you have just lost a close friend, they played a significant role in your life, shaping who you are now, they helped you become a better person but now you have to go on without them.
Anyway now that it's off my mind, I want to thank you all even if you didn't do jack shit, the fact that you saw the title of this blog is fine with me, thanks anyway.
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