7:25 am - I woke up with the same feeling as yesterday. I stared at the ceiling then turned towards Piggy.
9:49 am - Woke up again, I had a dream about you. As much as it hurt when I woke up, it was a sweet dream. It was a dream where we were at an unfamiliar place, things were remotely normal. Reality happened but you soon realized that it was possible to have both in your life rather than choosing one thing. A dream where I was able to latch myself onto you and not let g;, a dream which I wish lasted longer and came true.
9:54 am - You don't need to hide how you feel. I hope you are talking to some one about this and not keeping it to yourself. You promised me you would look after yourself. It'll make me happy to you that you are doing well and just keeping your promises.
11:04 am - It's great to see you're doing things and you seem to be keeping busy, if only it wasn't so hard for me. I can't help but want to know what you're up to..
11:10 am - No matter what I do to pass time, I always end up teary sigh.
11:20 am - Job searching is such a chore and I feel I have no more motivation for anything because of this... I no longer have someone to support the choices and actions i make
12:04 pm - I don't think forgetting is the right way to go, I should just not care as much and slowly detach myself as much as I hate to do it.
12:21 pm - One of the things I hate is being ignored; especially when I talk to you because I'm concerned.
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