Why

No, I don't know how it feels to be a dying dog but if I were to describe how I feel that would be it. Out of all days my body decides that today was the time to get sick. If it was a flu, a cold or whatever I wouldn't mind as much but no. My brother recently recovered from a virus which made you have strong headaches, caused you to vomit and diarrhea a lot. Thankfully I'm not having diarrhea but I do feel the urge to vomit most of the time. I spent my morning at Regents Park library from 10-12 then when it closed, headed home and set my 'study environment'. To my surprise out of all methods of studying, this turned out the best for me. Usually I would try to sit there, read and write stuff down so I could remember it but this time, all I literally did was lay in bed, have a bottle of water, an empty bucket, a box of tissues and a laptop by my side. I laid there reading the notes from Dropbox and I can some how remember most of it. If I knew this would work for me I would've done it ages ago. Now every time I get up, I get a massive headache, some strange pain in my body around my neck/chest and the having the urge to vomit. Such a shit feeling, I don't even feel like eating anything yet my mum just places food in front of me. I want to sleep for days and not wake up but unfortunately, the HSC is roughly 39 hours away.

I feel like a brat complaining so much on twitter and stuff but hey seriously.. worst timing ever and feeling ever :(. What makes it worse is I haven't studied Economics at all and I haven't written any practice essays for English. Right now, I'm still studying Bio.. I know I'm just going to die in the HSC.

I just hope this feeling subsides soon or else I'll just fail my HSC then and there, trying to hold back the urge to vomit every 5 minutes.