Hair

I hate how my face is so damn hairy... there's hair literally everywhere which discourages me from shaving.
If I shave my chin, it'll most likely look really light whereas the rest of my face is dark cause of baby hair everywhere hence if I do shave, I have to what... shave my whole damn face which can't be easy having pimples and shit

I'm too fucking emotional

I feel like I should just back off and watch what happens

Damn straight

After being alone for a while I started thinking. I always found myself to be the type of person who'd easily adjust whenever I'm introduced to something "different". I'm the "go with the flow" kind of guy you see; I don't change willingly but if I feel that I need to I will do it whether or not I want to. I don't have much of a choice, I don't control how I feel. There's a certain extent to how much a person has control over their feelings.

To an extent I can control how I feel towards people or pretty much try to hide my emotions but every human being can break. I didn't give much thought into this but the way I'm feeling now can no longer be kept and dealt with by myself. I need it written down and maybe one day when I check back, I'll be reminded of how I dealt with my current situation.

Not sure that I like what the people around me are becoming

So much negative energy, I want to just let it all go and not think about it

You're afraid of a pushing someone away but when you know it's happening, you don't do anything to stop it.