Damn straight

After being alone for a while I started thinking. I always found myself to be the type of person who'd easily adjust whenever I'm introduced to something "different". I'm the "go with the flow" kind of guy you see; I don't change willingly but if I feel that I need to I will do it whether or not I want to. I don't have much of a choice, I don't control how I feel. There's a certain extent to how much a person has control over their feelings.

To an extent I can control how I feel towards people or pretty much try to hide my emotions but every human being can break. I didn't give much thought into this but the way I'm feeling now can no longer be kept and dealt with by myself. I need it written down and maybe one day when I check back, I'll be reminded of how I dealt with my current situation.

Not sure that I like what the people around me are becoming

So much negative energy, I want to just let it all go and not think about it

You're afraid of a pushing someone away but when you know it's happening, you don't do anything to stop it.

Had a test today... a stool test.
I passed it as well ... to the pathologist.

It's really unlikely but

I feel as if I've got cancer or some sort of disease... I may or may not have experienced such agonizing pain my in body before but you tend to forget things when you're young... It's like I got spiked and something is destroying my organs, making me poop blood and stuff. I may not have long left to live guys so... I want the last words you guys hear from me to be "Fuck you n take care"

Sigh.

LTD: Major Assignment due Friday, Progress out probably be around 1% (not kidding).

Awkward

So I had this person on Snapchat add me and they keep sending me snaps. The thing is, I have no idea who they are.